I'm wondering today how anybody ever gets over loss. I still can't quite believe it happened to us twice in as many months and I guess I'm feeling sorry for myself today. It's like everybody in the world has children except me. People having them by accident and everything. I know it's wrong but I can't help thinking I deserve a child more than they do - they didn't even want them half the time!!
I know it's silly, it just feels like I'll never get pregnant and, even when I do, it won't stick. Plus it's taking forever for my stupid thermometer to arrive from the UK and I'm supposed to ovulate in 2 days (according to the really simplistic calculators) and I am feeling NO changes whatsoever.
Hubby and I have been BD almost every day for a week (we were both shattered last night) but I just know when it gets to AF time I will be so miserable again. It's silly but this time I just can't steady myself for the disappointment of AF and know I'll be a wreck. If I am pregnant then I'll be a wreck as well! Can't win!
Sorry guys, I just wanted to get it off my chest, I feel so alone in all of this sometimes. Does anyone else get days when they just sink back down into darkness?
I know it's silly, it just feels like I'll never get pregnant and, even when I do, it won't stick. Plus it's taking forever for my stupid thermometer to arrive from the UK and I'm supposed to ovulate in 2 days (according to the really simplistic calculators) and I am feeling NO changes whatsoever.
Hubby and I have been BD almost every day for a week (we were both shattered last night) but I just know when it gets to AF time I will be so miserable again. It's silly but this time I just can't steady myself for the disappointment of AF and know I'll be a wreck. If I am pregnant then I'll be a wreck as well! Can't win!
Sorry guys, I just wanted to get it off my chest, I feel so alone in all of this sometimes. Does anyone else get days when they just sink back down into darkness?