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[gemmap27]

Hi
Just wondered how you got on the the hopsital this morning?
Hope your okay!

Gemma

 

[happy-chick]

Aww thanks sweety!

I went to hospital at 9am unfortunatly had to go on my own due to OH not having chance to book it off work They said that last time I had a scan the sac was still there but had been broken down and was at the top of my womb, this time its looks like most of the sac has now passed with the blood and I just have a small amount which is ready to pass at the bottom of my womb. (sorry if tmi, just wanted to keep you infomed!)

They did bloods for HCG levels and Full Blood count but after me waiting 3 & 1/2 hours for results they sent me home and said they were having delays... I now know what the phrase 'bored to tears' means!! I got out of hospital at 1pm

I have to ring the hospital tomorrow morning to get my blood results and to make another appoinment for Wednesday when they will take more bloods and compare HCG levels. They are like vampires at that place!!

I broke down last night, it all got too much for me and eveything flooded out... im so glad sam (OH) was there to comfort me.

It will be 4 weeks on Thurs since I started bleeding, its really taking it out of me and feels like my life is on hold. I really need closure now, I need to put my memory box together & say goodbye then start to look forward but thats impossible whilst im still going through the physical side of things. Im hoping and preying that things are nearly over.

I have also had a call from my doctors who have advised me to call the miscarriage association for support, anyone else done this? They did say if I dont feel that they are offering the support I need then to call my surgery back.

Thanks for your support guys & special thanks to Gemma for your post xxx

 

[tracey 2]

ah just come home from work to see how you had got on hun.

im glad you got on as well as it could have gone i do hope you start to feel better soon and things start to get a bit better soon.

Iv never really contacted the miscarriage association though hun never had the confidence to. I sometimes go on to babyloss on the forum there that does help a lot.

Take care hun will be thinking of you xx

 

[happy-chick]

Thanks Tracey, Im just hoping things are finally drawing to an end. Its seems they maybe... but im not getting my hopes up too much xxx

 

[gemmap27]

Hospitals are crap arent they - they always seem to keep you waiting for someting like a blood test or xray! normally the stuff that takes a few minutes to sort out!

I couldnt do a memory box - had nothing to put in it - I only found out I was a few days before i started to bleed - but its such a lovely idea.
I have thought about planting something in my garden in memory .. I think my oh thinks I am a bit nutty like that!

I know that since I stopped bleeding things have got alot better for me... I felt I could move on..

Lets hope you start to feel better soon

Take Care
Gem

 

[Ginnymarie]

hello
it most totally feel long and drawn out for you, I realise I was very lucky to be able to bury my baby, I had real closure, aye get together anything you had...and light a candle when you bury everthing, that made a difference for me so much, even if you have anything in a diary about how you felt, I had a journal and i want to bury the pages about how I felt and different things, i had two sets of pics even tough baby wasn't developing and one pic showed just lots of blood clots
hope you start to feel better and il be in touch
take it easy
xxxx

p.s thanks for the signature, it is co-el xxx

 

[Happybunny]

Hi Jo,

I can't imagine what it must be like to have to go through this after 4 weeks. It is horrible and I really feel for you. I know you want closure so that you can move on, but how can you when you're still bleeding? I really hope it stops soon, you deserve a break. I am not surprised you broke down, the physical stress must be draining as well as the emotional stress.
Silly hospital doesn't help. I know they are busy, but surely some speed and compassion would help. Hopefully that scan is showing the final stages of your mc.
I didn't ring the mc association, but I did read hteir literature on their website. To be honest, I have got so many answers and support from people here.
Give them a try though, you never know, they might offer you some comfort. If they don't, you have lost nothing.
I hope things get better for you soon honey
Lots of love
Michelle
xxx

 

[happy-chick]

Thanks guys, really appreciate your support & kind words its helps me so much you wouldnt believe!

Hugs for you all!

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