Going crazy

[sarah1]

Its 57 days since mc - no period, weird spotting and infection (or something) for few weeks followed by preg symptoms which I still have. Numerous scans, internal exams, docs appts and preg tests later I am no wiser. Big fat FAT BFN! Going to test tomorrow morning with fmu then go to docs when it is no doubt bfn again. Boo Feeling so ill... if I was preg again it'd be totally worth it all, altho v v worried as wasn't trying to get preg straight after mc. Sorry for rant! x x x x

 

[Mamafy]

Oh hun did you test?

 

[sarah1]

yup... stil BFN. Just been to docs, think he thought I was a little stressed. Because I had a scan and some tests done few weeks ago he has given me tablets to treat some bacterial infection (even though they said it wasn't harmless) and thinks thats why I am feeling crap. He couldn't explain the booby ache or anything but I have to go back in two weeks. Boo. More waitingI suppose at least I can be (mostly) sure its not a pregnancy and get back onto my diet and exercise plan! although I'd like to just curl up in bed for the next 2 weeks. thanks for caring xx