For carrie ann

[tracey 2]

Hi my darling,

You would have been born tommorow as 28th was your DD, and mummy is missing you so much, i should have you in my arms but instead i have nothing, i know your happy about this new baby and i am too, but it just hurts too much
i havent been on here for ages to write bout how im feeling about you and i dont know if thats wrong because i havent forgotten you my angel, i think about you all the time, and i think as my DD is now here its more painful.

Im trying to fight back the tears for you but i cant stop them i wish i could, you dont want to see me crying because i know your in a better place and happier now, all i want is for you too be in my arms just for one day again like when you were born you were tiny beyond words and i wish i could hold you like that again.

I love you lots my angel, thinking of you always

mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[Nic'n'Keeley]

Thinking of you hun your soo strong and a truly amazing person

 

[Rubys mummy]

Oh Tracey darling What lovely words to your little angel. Nothing I can say will make it any easier for you, but I want you to know you are so brave and strong...

Grieve for your little girl, its natural and human and tomorrow will be so so hard...you have so much to look forward to, the birth of your new baby but Carrie Ann will always be with you in your heart and soul.

She will be with you tomorrow, talk to her, tell her out loud how you feel-how you miss her. She will wrap her arms around your heart and want her mummy to be happy as I bet she hates to see you sad...

Thinking of you hunny xxxxxxxxxxx

 

[kazlin]

Thinking of you sweetie xxxxx

 

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[Becksss]

aww i cried too now

 

[cloud9]

For you Trace

 

[Melly+2]

tracey, love you loads hun, heres to little carrie big hugs to you both

 

[chezzabell]

Tracey i cant imagine what u are going through i dunno what to say a cuddle seems so pointless i wish i could make everything the way u want it, iam so sorry hun. I admire u and i wish u all the best

 

[kayzee]

Tracey you are one hell of an amazing woman. Your bravery shines through in just a few words. I bet your beautiful little angel carrie ann is watching over you today and everyday and i bet she is so proud of her truly amazing mummy.

Thinking of you today at this very difficult time tracey

God bless you little carrie-ann, Happy Birthday sweetheart xx

 

[valentine]

tracey - I'm thinking of you today honey and so sorry that you have to go through this.

I know that the new baby doesn't replace Carrie-Ann or help you forget what you had to go though or make things any easier - but s/he needs you to stay strong and positive and happy.

Many going to you.

Loads of love

Valentine xxx

 

[trixipaws]

ohhhhhhhh tracey i'm so sad reading that
dont fight the tears huni let them out youll feel better
these are for u

 

[skairdykat]

 

[mrs_tommo22]

Tracey im thinking of you today, it must be so hard, i cannot imagine what you are going through.
But i hope you find some comfort in your new baby, they will never replace her but its just a little ray of sunshine let into your life after your traumatic loss.

 

[ginger88]

im sorry to hear about your pain...i hope everything goes ok for you today....and good luck for the future hun!
take care
sarah x

 

[Misslarue]

Tracey hun sending lots and lot of hugs to you. You know where I am, Chin up girl

 

[Baileysmummy]

What beautiful words to your little angel tracey, you are an insperation to her,
hope you got through today

 

[tracey 2]

thank you all guys for you lovely words i dont know what im doing on here really but im by myself tonight everyone else is out and OH is away, i phoned him crying earlier and he wanted to come back but i refused to let him,

in a way i do want my own space but then again i want to talk about anything really so im really confused like what i want at the moment so hard! Today has been ok i lit a candle for her today and i talked to my bump telling bubba bout carrie ann and it felt right like i knew she was there with me in a strange way

im going down the seaside tommorrow to say my proper goodbye and happy birthday to my angel as well.

I love you lots and lots sweetheart everyday my heart fills more and move with love for you and my 1st angel, as well as this new baby.

 

[puppylove]

Tracey im thinking of u at this very hard time stay strong,

lots of going ur way

Puppy

 

[Rubys mummy]

Only just got on, just wanted you to know we are thinking of you sweetheart...as I said in my text Carrie Ann will always know you are her mummy, and she will be so proud of you always

Happy Birthday little angel, wrap your arms around mummy and her bump tonight, keep them strong xxxxx