It's my first night out without Jessie tonight and I'm dreading it 
I'm not worried about leaving her, my parents are babysitting, they're staying with us at the moment anyway, I just don't want to go! I'd much rather be at home putting my little girl to bed, lol. I'm sure I'll enjoy it when I get there, think it's just because it's the first time leaving her for more than an hour and it's a meal with my OH friend and his new gf, I'm still friends with his old gf so I'm worried it could be awkward.
I'm not worried about leaving her, my parents are babysitting, they're staying with us at the moment anyway, I just don't want to go! I'd much rather be at home putting my little girl to bed, lol. I'm sure I'll enjoy it when I get there, think it's just because it's the first time leaving her for more than an hour and it's a meal with my OH friend and his new gf, I'm still friends with his old gf so I'm worried it could be awkward.