Finally feeling more relaxed!

[Blueflower]

I think after 2 years and nearly 3 months, I have finally reached the stage where I have stopped worrying about TTC. Even though I told myself not to worry about it before and worrying makes you more stressed and it’s a vicious circle, it’s been impossible not to worry.

But now everything that could possibly be tested has been tested and we are finally getting some treatment, now I can see myself coming out the other side. Maybe after the clomid, IUI & IVF, by next spring we will be able to start thinking about adoption. If I'm too old to have a baby there's nothing I can do about it.

At the moment I feel quite calm and resigned, and a little bit hopeful. I’m sure there will be times over the next few months where I will be feeling stressed or upset again, for example my positive mood was almost shattered the other day when I heard that a friend (who got pregnant and gave birth since we’ve been TTC) is pregnant AGAIN! Or maybe when AF arrives. But for now, it’s nice to finally feel ok about it all!

 

[cornishfairy]

Glad to hear you're feeling positive, I think that really helps Here's hoping you won't need to think abou anything next spring as you'll already have a baby on board! But if not its great that you've been able to get some perspective on things and look towards the next step. I wish you all the very best with your treatments. Hope to be reading your tri1 posts soon xxx