Feeling ruff :0(

[Rubys mummy]

Had the most fantastic pregnancy so far, loved every min...
Past week or so have started to feel drained, worn out and horrid, weepy, scared, generally icky.

Not sleeping well, wake with hip pain from lying on my side....Lie on my back and cant sleep..

Keep worrying myself sick over the birth, I dont know how I will cope and its terrifying me
OH is moaning constantly about his job he hates, and I am trying to be supportive but I am stressed in work too, been promoted so lots of extra work to do...and studying for a Management qualificiation on day release.

ARRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHH sorry girls for moaning, I know I am lucky to not of suffered so far, but feeling so low today I knew I could rant here and you will all listen...and tell me shut up!!!

 

[Jaidy]

Oh Twinny come have a cuddle with Jaidy

I feel exactly the same hun, I tell you what a couple of weeks ago I felt like poop, I was crying all the time, felt ugly, tired, stressed - a general emotional wreck. Just try to remember its all those preggie hormones that we are not used to sending us wild.

I have days too where I get frightened and have to have a reality check as I cant believe this is all happening it can be so overwhelming and thats why its nice to come on here, have a rant and let it all out!

As for the birth well im nervous too, its the unknown. But thousands of women every day get by and go on to have more and just try and hold the thought in your mind that at the end you will have your LO!!! Well thats what I TRY and do eeeeek.

I hope this had made you feel better, its all swings and roundabouts is this pregnancy malarky

 

[Rubys mummy]

Thanks pal

I am so happy at being pregnant, I hate feeling so bad, I want to enjoy every second....

I have some time to take holiday wise from work, so I am going to book a week off soon and just relax, go swimming, walk dog, sleep etc....

Its lovely to know I aint alone, thats why I love this forum

I know I am being ridculous about the birth, of course I can do it, women do it all the time...I am such a wimp though and I am terrified of maing a show of OH or myself!!!

Feel better for getting it off my chest, thanks twinny xxxxxx

P.S another conincidence I thought of today....You know you like Zachary for your boy??? Well my initials are ZAC....spooky

 

[cab'o'holic]

I was terified with the thought of getting Luke out, but you dont even think about it just think you will get your baby at the end of it and the gas and air is really good and your birth partner can have it to.

 

[Jaidy]

I was terified with the thought of getting Luke out, but you dont even think about it just think you will get your baby at the end of it and the gas and air is really good and your birth partner can have it to.

Dont tell Rich that cos he will be wanting it more than me!! I hear its like a free way to get p*ssed lol

 

[cab'o'holic]

it is soooo good, but ask for the mouth bit not the mask.
i found the mask very stuffy.

 

[Jaidy]

Yeah a bot claustraphobic I can imagine??