Hi everyone. Just had the weekend from hell....
I am 27 years old and have been TTC for about 2 years now. I've been married for a year (aniversary on 2nd April) and been going to a fertility clinic for a year and a half.
This whole TTC thing is now getting me down. I have tried metformin, but it made me really sick, i've had internal scans, external scans, blood tests, hormone tests, you name it...and the conclusion not PCOS, not anything wrong with DH... my hormones that make me have periods (ovulate) cant get through my fat tissue... Aint the NHS grand!
I had this conclusion on 6th April and was still trying to feel positive, i've been going regulary to the gym three to four times a week and still- as always eating sensibly. Then it happened.... My younger sister was round for the evening... i had made some dinner and asked why she wasn't eating the cheese... she told me "Im pregnant"
I was totally shocked, she got married in November and said that they were not going to try till at least a year... and here she is 10 weeks gone. i feel like a failure and cant stop crying, she got there first and there is nothing i can do about it.
Everyone just says "it'll be your time soon" but at the moment that doesn't help.... to top it all she told me on Thursday and DH was away till yesterday evening... have spent all weekend on my own and now I cant even bear the thought of leaving my house....
it all looks really bleak....
I am 27 years old and have been TTC for about 2 years now. I've been married for a year (aniversary on 2nd April) and been going to a fertility clinic for a year and a half.
This whole TTC thing is now getting me down. I have tried metformin, but it made me really sick, i've had internal scans, external scans, blood tests, hormone tests, you name it...and the conclusion not PCOS, not anything wrong with DH... my hormones that make me have periods (ovulate) cant get through my fat tissue... Aint the NHS grand!
I had this conclusion on 6th April and was still trying to feel positive, i've been going regulary to the gym three to four times a week and still- as always eating sensibly. Then it happened.... My younger sister was round for the evening... i had made some dinner and asked why she wasn't eating the cheese... she told me "Im pregnant"
I was totally shocked, she got married in November and said that they were not going to try till at least a year... and here she is 10 weeks gone. i feel like a failure and cant stop crying, she got there first and there is nothing i can do about it.
Everyone just says "it'll be your time soon" but at the moment that doesn't help.... to top it all she told me on Thursday and DH was away till yesterday evening... have spent all weekend on my own and now I cant even bear the thought of leaving my house....
it all looks really bleak....