Laura_James&Amber
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I shouted at Amber last night She hasn't been very well the past few days (although seems loads better today) and has been really unsettled. We had a really bad night with her, she just cried and cried. She'd have some of her bottle and then fall asleep, I'd put her down and then an hour later she would wake up for the rest and scream the place down, this went on all night and I ended up shouting at her and then going downstairs and leaving OH to deal with her. I feel terrible and like I'm the worlds worst mum ever. I'm so tired all the time at the moment, I've had 3 nights in a row where I've been up pretty much the whole night with her and then in the day I have other things to do so can't really catch up. But that is no excuse for me shouting at her, I'm so horrible Its really shocked me with the way I reacted and I'm feeling awful, I've been watching her sleep (she has finally settled) and wondering how an earth I could react that way to the best thing that has ever happened to me. I'm sorry if this is being dramatic and theres not really any purpose to this thread but right now I feel like a really bad mum