Sorry for writing this I just have no where else to vent it. I had my LO on the 23rd of April this year. At first I was okay, tired as I hadn't slept for 4/5 days but I coped well. I've been staying with my mum and due to go home tomorrow. But I just don't feel right. I feel distant from my baby, she doesn't settle for me but will do for my OH, mum or dad. I don't wake up when she cries at night even though her Moses basket is right next to me. My OH has to physically wake me up. I just feel I can't do it. I'm scared to be going home as I know I'm on my own then as OH is at work. What if she doesn't stop crying for me? And what if I can't do it?
I feel down and helpless and I'm taking it out on everyone closest to me. I can't eat, I can't sleep and my mind won't stop racing. I just don't want to have to do this right now. Is that an awful thing to say?
I feel down and helpless and I'm taking it out on everyone closest to me. I can't eat, I can't sleep and my mind won't stop racing. I just don't want to have to do this right now. Is that an awful thing to say?