fed up

[gemzaroo]

Been ttc for nearly 19months me and my husband are both 26 healthy apart from im little over weight but i am doing ww.Im not being horrible but seems it doesnt really matter what size you are as i have seen bigger women conceive.
I have irregular periods can never predict when ovulating or if i have missed one.
He has had his sperm tested and i have had bloods all ok.on waiting list to have first gyno app to see what happening.
I thought last few days that i had preg sysm weeing alot feeling sick tired and funny taste when drink or eat.done preg test at home this eve and guess what still negative.grrrrr.
I have had period this month about 2 weeks ago and before i came on we where having intercourse at least every 3 days.
It so fustrating when you see people on 2nd baby or catching straight away.
Also when people with kids say only took me few months.
I am losing hope.tried everything u read positions, monitors, having alc drink before hand to relax.

 

[snowbee]

Big hugs. It is natural to feel this way so don't feel bad about it. How long have you got to wait for your first appointment? Hopefully they will be able to give you some answers. All my friends who have children all got pg on the first month of trying, it feels like it is a bit of a kick in the teeth and I can't talk to them about what we are going through as they just don't have a clue. I've found ttc to be a very lonely time, it is great to have this forum to be able to say how you really feel and speak with others in similar situations.

 

[gemzaroo]

Hopefully aug will get first app.a friend of mine going through same jus abkut to start nhs ivf and jas taken 4 years to get this far and i have only jusy began.i know im still young but be even harder by time 4 years come as be 30