I apologise in advance for the rant, but after weeks of having fairly normal hormones/moods, i seem to all of a sudden got very emotional and tonight has just been the icing on the proverbial cake!
Have had a stressful day rushing around trying to get last bits of xmas shopping done and then my car packed in so i'll have to get that looked at next week...more expense! Tonight i was supposed to be going to a friends house for a takeaway and a quiet night in with a few others. I spent the day texting and making plans, even organising lifts for everyone since my car has packed in and i couldn't be the usual taxi service. Then when we get there they decide between themselves that they want to go out clubbing/drinking instead. Clearly i'm not able to and nor was i in the mood/attire to go even for a little while. So after a rushed evening and a bit of food i got OH to pick me up and ended up crying to him. I really dunno what it is at the moment but i feel totally alone and alienated from my friends. I understand that my life is the one that's changing and i can't begrudge them for doing things that they always do, but is it too much to ask that one night we just stay in and do something we can all enjoy?
I keep getting told that i'll make new friends when i'm at antenatal appointments, clinics etc and i thought 'i don't need any new friends, i have my own already'. But now i actually feel that it would be nice to have some like minded people who actually understand what being pregnant is about. Sorry for the rant, it's been a stressful day! xxx
Have had a stressful day rushing around trying to get last bits of xmas shopping done and then my car packed in so i'll have to get that looked at next week...more expense! Tonight i was supposed to be going to a friends house for a takeaway and a quiet night in with a few others. I spent the day texting and making plans, even organising lifts for everyone since my car has packed in and i couldn't be the usual taxi service. Then when we get there they decide between themselves that they want to go out clubbing/drinking instead. Clearly i'm not able to and nor was i in the mood/attire to go even for a little while. So after a rushed evening and a bit of food i got OH to pick me up and ended up crying to him. I really dunno what it is at the moment but i feel totally alone and alienated from my friends. I understand that my life is the one that's changing and i can't begrudge them for doing things that they always do, but is it too much to ask that one night we just stay in and do something we can all enjoy?
I keep getting told that i'll make new friends when i'm at antenatal appointments, clinics etc and i thought 'i don't need any new friends, i have my own already'. But now i actually feel that it would be nice to have some like minded people who actually understand what being pregnant is about. Sorry for the rant, it's been a stressful day! xxx