OMG I don't even know where to start girls... Today has been quite scary if I'm honest with how up and down I've been. I seriously wondered whether or not I had a mental problem at one point!
First, my dad asked me on Friday to ring him this morning to arrange for us to meet up so I tried calling and calling and he wouldn't pick up so I was devasted. We are kind of rekindling an okayish relationship from my childhood which seemed to be going so well, but today he let me down as per usual so I was distraught and sobbed my heart out! Then he phoned me and said "I'm home! Come round, it'd be great to see you" so I smiled again and cheerfully plopped in my car and sang merrily all the way there! On my way home I nipped into MacDonalds and found £100 in a section of my purse where I NEVER put money so I called my mum and asked what it was and she said she had no idea, turned out my dad had popped it in there before I left his! (So that's gone towards baby funds)
Then, I realised I hadn't felt baby move at all today which has been unusual as they've been very strong since last Sunday so I got all panicky and got very upset about it... Then I felt baby move!
We have a corner suite sofa and I sit one end with my laptop and mum sits the other with hers and she just said "Dannii..." and nodded at the wall behind me and OMG the BIGGEST spider ever!! So I jumped up and down saying "IT'S GOING BEHIND THE SOFA! GET IT! QUUIIIICK!!"
Then, I went for a poo (sorry if TMI lol) and I have piles AGAIN so I came sobbing downstairs saying "Why me? Why me?" then I stormed upstairs very upset & angry about it to get my bum cream... Laid on my back, got the mirror in position - and guess what? I couldn't bloody see my anus over my bump to put on the cream! So I came running downstairs (sobbing again) and said with a quivering lip "Oh mum, now I can't even see my bum hole"
Then, I suddenly started laughing and giggling about the day's events!!! I can't believe how up and down I've been!!
I'm ok for the moment though lol xxx
First, my dad asked me on Friday to ring him this morning to arrange for us to meet up so I tried calling and calling and he wouldn't pick up so I was devasted. We are kind of rekindling an okayish relationship from my childhood which seemed to be going so well, but today he let me down as per usual so I was distraught and sobbed my heart out! Then he phoned me and said "I'm home! Come round, it'd be great to see you" so I smiled again and cheerfully plopped in my car and sang merrily all the way there! On my way home I nipped into MacDonalds and found £100 in a section of my purse where I NEVER put money so I called my mum and asked what it was and she said she had no idea, turned out my dad had popped it in there before I left his! (So that's gone towards baby funds)
Then, I realised I hadn't felt baby move at all today which has been unusual as they've been very strong since last Sunday so I got all panicky and got very upset about it... Then I felt baby move!
We have a corner suite sofa and I sit one end with my laptop and mum sits the other with hers and she just said "Dannii..." and nodded at the wall behind me and OMG the BIGGEST spider ever!! So I jumped up and down saying "IT'S GOING BEHIND THE SOFA! GET IT! QUUIIIICK!!"
Then, I went for a poo (sorry if TMI lol) and I have piles AGAIN so I came sobbing downstairs saying "Why me? Why me?" then I stormed upstairs very upset & angry about it to get my bum cream... Laid on my back, got the mirror in position - and guess what? I couldn't bloody see my anus over my bump to put on the cream! So I came running downstairs (sobbing again) and said with a quivering lip "Oh mum, now I can't even see my bum hole"
Then, I suddenly started laughing and giggling about the day's events!!! I can't believe how up and down I've been!!
I'm ok for the moment though lol xxx