Hello everyone, I hope you are all OK and so are your LOs.
Now before I rant, I don't expect any replies, I'm just letting off steam here and I know I should be grateful that I have a healthy and happy little girl BUT I am really down tonight
It's this bl**dy breastfeeding issue again. I've just leaked all over my Hello Kitty pyjamas (fresh from the wash) and have been leaking for 4 weeks now despite not ever having breastfed. I mainly leak when she's bottlefeeding which is weird. I am SO upset at the way things have turned out - I was told I wouldn't be able to breastfeed so never tried and by the time it became obvious I could have done I felt it was too late (I hadn't attended any classes, I didn't have a clue what to do or any of the equipment or breastpump or anything and Flod was well established on bottlefeeding)... I am SO upset about it and keep feeling I've done everything wrong.
And because my breasts are still leaking (even though they've now deflated and are something approaching normal size) I keep being reminded of it. It makes me feel like crap.
Can someone tell me when I will stop leaking? I haven't touched my breasts so I can't understand why they're still doing it
Now before I rant, I don't expect any replies, I'm just letting off steam here and I know I should be grateful that I have a healthy and happy little girl BUT I am really down tonight
It's this bl**dy breastfeeding issue again. I've just leaked all over my Hello Kitty pyjamas (fresh from the wash) and have been leaking for 4 weeks now despite not ever having breastfed. I mainly leak when she's bottlefeeding which is weird. I am SO upset at the way things have turned out - I was told I wouldn't be able to breastfeed so never tried and by the time it became obvious I could have done I felt it was too late (I hadn't attended any classes, I didn't have a clue what to do or any of the equipment or breastpump or anything and Flod was well established on bottlefeeding)... I am SO upset about it and keep feeling I've done everything wrong.
And because my breasts are still leaking (even though they've now deflated and are something approaching normal size) I keep being reminded of it. It makes me feel like crap.
Can someone tell me when I will stop leaking? I haven't touched my breasts so I can't understand why they're still doing it