VickyClare
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Hi all, I'm afraid its rant time
I feel really guilty but after losing our Rebecca (@23 weeks) I don't give a s**t about anything. The house is a tip - I hate living in a sty but at the same time I don't care! I'm comfort eating and I'm gaining weight, though I do care I just seem to keep scoffing (a vicious circle). My af is due around the 1st and even though I've been having twinges I think I'm fooling by body and bringing these symptoms on myself because I crave a family so desperately.
I feel like I'm really letting my partner down as I'm anything but house proud and a lot of the time now I'm in my nightie on the laptop, letting everything pile up and thinking who cares anyway?? Though deep down I do.
I feel like When I was pregnant I was starting to get on top of things, domestically ready for our new arrival. Now its all gone to pot. Luckily we tend not to get visitors who just turn up cus I know that I wouldnt answer the door as I'd be ashamed to let anyone see how we live.
I need a massive kick up the bum, I have no motivation. I'm angry all the time and say hurtful things to my partner (which I don't mean).
Anybody else feel like this? I feel that I'm slowly sinking deeper & deeper into depression (though I take anti-d's)
Sorry for the rant. I can't believe that this is my first real rant on here lol
Thanks for reading, I feel a bit better now xxx
I feel really guilty but after losing our Rebecca (@23 weeks) I don't give a s**t about anything. The house is a tip - I hate living in a sty but at the same time I don't care! I'm comfort eating and I'm gaining weight, though I do care I just seem to keep scoffing (a vicious circle). My af is due around the 1st and even though I've been having twinges I think I'm fooling by body and bringing these symptoms on myself because I crave a family so desperately.
I feel like I'm really letting my partner down as I'm anything but house proud and a lot of the time now I'm in my nightie on the laptop, letting everything pile up and thinking who cares anyway?? Though deep down I do.
I feel like When I was pregnant I was starting to get on top of things, domestically ready for our new arrival. Now its all gone to pot. Luckily we tend not to get visitors who just turn up cus I know that I wouldnt answer the door as I'd be ashamed to let anyone see how we live.
I need a massive kick up the bum, I have no motivation. I'm angry all the time and say hurtful things to my partner (which I don't mean).
Anybody else feel like this? I feel that I'm slowly sinking deeper & deeper into depression (though I take anti-d's)
Sorry for the rant. I can't believe that this is my first real rant on here lol
Thanks for reading, I feel a bit better now xxx