Does this mean I'm not ready?

[fae]

Wasn't too sure where to post this but think this is the most appropriate place... I forever seem to be WTT! We started trying in May then my best friend asked me to be bridesmaid, which meant we had to stop trying. Came off pill again in august and we've been trying since - but only been 2 cycles. Got really hopeful when AF 3 days late but she got me, seems my cycle is now 31 days, always used to be 28!

Thing is, I wasn't mega gutted...and I felt really guilty about it. Maybe I'm not ready? Maybe I'm scared? I don't know. But we've just paid £1500 for a ski trip in Feb so I think I'll go back to NPNT for a few cycles. I'm planning to use the next few cycles to get to know my cycles a bit better, learn the ov signs etc!

I know hubby wants it to happen next yr really. Out of the 6 pregnancies in my friend group, 3 were total accidents and 3 fell in the very first month of trying, guess I had naively just hoped it would be that easy!

Sorry for the rant, just needed to talk, hubby doesn't really get it!

xox

 

[Princess81]

I think it does take some getting used to that you may Ttc. I mean, it's a massively life changing experience when you have a baby!!
Even though I had to go through alot to get pregnant I still though "agh I'm not ready" half way through my pregnancy

But..... Being a mummy Is all about being chucked in at the deep end x

 

[SunnyGirl]

But..... Being a mummy Is all about being chucked in at the deep end x

Sooo true!! X

 

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