doctors appointment

[winnie89]

well, gave in my urine sample at the doctors today but have got to wait till monday to have blood test, it's been 60 days since i was due on, i'm trying to not worry but, it's easier said than done, me and mark have been rowing a fair bit, i've been in tears most of the time i've been trying to not let it get me down, been working alot more so i don't have time to get into an argument, did ask the doctors about taking angus castus and she said to not until i get my test results back because there may be alot of contributing factors that are stopping AF,

i'm determined that i'm not going to let all this baby stuff get to me, i still see things that i like and i'm going to keep buying the odds and ends and i'm not going to not let it make me depressed (i've been depressed before and i dont want to be back there) i want this to be an enjoyable time for me and my husband because we are spending time together and he's worried that he's got a problem with his testicles (he's got it into his head that he thinks that he has got a twisted testicle- he keeps getting alot of pain all the time and that he's got the problem of not being able to have children) i keep reassuring him and telling him to go to the doctors so when we went last week i threw it into the conversation and he's now got to go and have a scan to check everything is ok, i may also have to go and have one done if they find anything abnormal with my blood work.

at least it's a start i'm feeling a little bit more optimistic and the doctor was really nice and she was very re-assuring.

 

[Pickledonions]

aww hun its so stressful this ttc lark isnt it and does put a huge strain on your relationship. There is no use blaming each other until you know for sure there is even anything wrong. I too have had depression and this has drained me and tested me...I hope your ok

 

[winnie89]

yeah i know, it seems like everyone else just has to look at a man and that they're pregnant, i'm going to do as the famous saying says, keep calm and carry on

 

[Pickledonions]

defo and when your not calm you are welcome to chat with me im month 21 and waiting for a referal so i know how it feels

 

[winnie89]

thanks hun

 

[Lewa]

Well at least you're getting things checked out so you have some facts to work with, that's good!!
Hope everything goes well and that you get some positive results from your tests.
And you have a wonderful attitude, keep it up! Lot's of to you!

 

[winnie89]

thanks guys,