Can't sleep- anyone about?

[megsmeadow]

Just as it says, my head is spinning with so many thoughts tonight, Anyone else up and about at this silly wee hour? x

 

[FebMum2Be]

Hello there I've been having trouble sleeping for a while now, pain in the ass x

 

[megsmeadow]

Hiya I'm usually not bad these days but Friday was one hell of a day. Glad to have a fellow night stalker. What are you up to? I decided I had to get up, there's only so much watching the red standby light on the bedroom tv I could do before going mad!!

 

[FebMum2Be]

Not a lot, chain tea drinking I can't bear to lie in bed if I can't sleep, if I'm awake I may as well be up.. I'm on eBay too, got myself a few things, what about you?

 

[megsmeadow]

I've just cracked open the digestives, bang goes the diet!! Just browsing, nothing in particular just trying to keep my brain busy, no one about on FB, well there is but he's a scary friend from Tel Aviv, but he asks me to marry him every time I speak to him so I try and avoid him now

 

[megsmeadow]

What did you get on ebay?? Bargains?

 

[FebMum2Be]

@ the "friend"!.. We're allowed a treat once in a while get stuck in Yeah for once I actually did, got a Next mac for £8, office pumps for £8, black skinny jeans for £5, debenhams top for £4.50.. So I didn't do bad.. I'm watching about a million things though ebay is dangerous! What's up with you hun? If you don't mind me asking of course x

 

[megsmeadow]

Oh he's a nightmare!! And a total pervert. My ex and I met him on holiday in Spain and he was cracking on to my ex too a good laugh still, but the I love big tits, will you marry me line has worn off on me now!!
Wow that's some good ebaying! I'm trying to sell more than I buy just now but it's hard work.
Our dog got run over this afternoon, she didn't make it. I can't stop blaming myself for letting her into the back garden. It's been a shitty shit day

 

[FebMum2Be]

Ahh I get ya, worn out now lol, I never buy for myself but I've sold a lot of stuff recently, and I actually need a few bits so I actually got myself something for a change

Oh hun, I'm sorry You can't blame yourself, you know if you had of knew anything would have happened you wouldn't have let her out, it was an accident

 

[megsmeadow]

Makes a change buying for yourself, I used to buy shoes and now I buy Ross shoes! We just sold my OH's fiesta on Ebay in January, no mot or tax! Crazy people!
It's just one of those things, if I'd done something else, if my mum hadn't of come over, if it hadn't stopped raining, if my OH had put a gate up where we said we should. She's escaped a few times, and we have a very busy road behind, and she had no road sense. I found her as fast as I could and everyone was so nice. I mean, at the end of the day she was just a dog, but part of our family and such a perfect companion.

 

[FebMum2Be]

She wasn't just a dog hun, pets are like family members, I know how you feel You could sit all day wondering "what if", you done what you could and she had a happy home.. I really do feel for you They make such a big impact x

 

[megsmeadow]

You're right! It's weird, the one big concern through my pregnancy was that Ross would lose her when he was still young, she was 6. I didn't imagine for one minute it would happen this soon. He used to chuckle away at her playing with her toys.
Do you ever feel like you want to just pause everything for five minutes, just for a break?!

 

[FebMum2Be]

You will probably get better chance of a head rest tomorrow hun, nights are killers for over thinking What about going onto the daily mail website for a bit of a read? Might take your mind off things for a few minutes at least? x

 

[megsmeadow]

Good idea. I've just opened up my job application again too, although I think my creative brain has shut down for the night.
How do you manage for the rest of the day? I think a nap will be on the cards in the afternoon for me!

 

[FebMum2Be]

I don't jk.. I'm used to it, Odhrán wakes a few times during the night crying so I would only have broken sleep anyway, it's as broad as it's long x

 

[megsmeadow]

Eeek! I used to be an awful sleeper, but in those days it was probably more alcohol induced comas rather than sleep Is he easy to settle again? I just had to 'remove' Ross from the top of his cot, he seems to like squashing his head against the top end, or lay side on but still pushing himself forward in his sleep so he ends up rattling off the cot!