Ginnymarie
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hi
i know this should be a happy exciting time but I can't shake this depression, apart from feeling rubbish and being off work I don't feel excited at all. I have actually convinced and prepared myself for the worse so I am unable to enjoy any of it, I walk around feeling despondant and miserable.
I am normally a very positive person but I dont have any enjoyment in what life has to offer at the mo. I don't want to see people, eat anything, do anything except sleep until this baby is born. I feel unable to cope with what this pregnany has to throw at me from being sick to headaches and unable to consider managing work feeling so awful.
I can't even see the light at the end of the tunnel as I don't want to believe it as so scared of being disappointed.
Scared and confused and don't really have anyone except you guys to talk to (none of my friends in scotland have children nor want them at the mo).
Sorry for moaning, i wish i could shake it, I really do
xx
i know this should be a happy exciting time but I can't shake this depression, apart from feeling rubbish and being off work I don't feel excited at all. I have actually convinced and prepared myself for the worse so I am unable to enjoy any of it, I walk around feeling despondant and miserable.
I am normally a very positive person but I dont have any enjoyment in what life has to offer at the mo. I don't want to see people, eat anything, do anything except sleep until this baby is born. I feel unable to cope with what this pregnany has to throw at me from being sick to headaches and unable to consider managing work feeling so awful.
I can't even see the light at the end of the tunnel as I don't want to believe it as so scared of being disappointed.
Scared and confused and don't really have anyone except you guys to talk to (none of my friends in scotland have children nor want them at the mo).
Sorry for moaning, i wish i could shake it, I really do
xx