bored! :(

[claire2602]

So as the title says....im bored! Bored of all this. Bored of having shit cycles-bored of having all symptoms under the sun for bfp and af coming - bored of dieting - bored of docs looking down at me because of age - bored of getting upset everytime a person announces a pregnancy - bored of hoping! maybe it will never happen naturally!

 

[lisey]

Ahhh hun. sorry you are feeling low. I have felt exactly like this, I guess I still do apart from I wonder if I will ever have a full-term pregnancy. Its so hard ttc with all these obstacles and its so stressful and emotionally draining. I hope you feel a bit better today and try to keep positive, I am sure we will all get there eventually. Just a longer road for some of us xx

 

[Londongirl]

I'm with you! I've been so good on my diet for ages and then today I thought sod it - it's not like it's making a scrap of difference so I went and got myself a twirl. Reckon it's important just to give yourself a bit of a break!

Xoxo

 

[Jacq23]

I know it is hard ladies, but it WILL happen. I had an absolute meltdown in June after over two years trying. £6K failed IVF, 9 rounds of fertility drugs and DTD on demand for weeks on end every cycle. I had pretty much given up and just collapsed into sobs on hubby saying I was done, had enough of it all, we have only one child and that is how it is going to be. I was also sick of pregnancy announcements and avoided friends who were pregnant or who had babies and just wanted to know when it would be my turn. Lo and behold, it turns out I was actually just pregnant when I had my meltdown. It took me time to get the right combination of everything - two medications to work together to finally regulate me, DTD at the right time, hubby's sperm count/motility slightly improved by vitamins etc I wished I was one of those ladies that fell PG instantly but unfortunately it took years of investigations and different medications and a bit of self-diagnosis and stamping my feet at the docs.

Try not to get too down, ladies. Big hug xx

 

[Blueflower]

I know how you feel. The other day I really didn't feel like DTD, I just thought, what's the point, it never works!

 

[Jacq23]

I know how you feel ladies, DTD on demand really made it lose it's appeal after two years. I'm hoping to get my libido back after baby is born but not holding out too much hope...feels like it has gone forever after that.