Leaving them tonight was devastating. I hated it. Debbie looked so tired and little Lukie was being fussy. He went straight to the breast and latched on for a good 15 mins not long after he was born but tonight he was just messing around and getting himself worked up. It seemed so unfair to leave Debbie with a crying baby on her own after all she'd been through!
Sitting here, I miss them both so much. I can still hear his little cries and I can still smell him.
Sitting here, I miss them both so much. I can still hear his little cries and I can still smell him.