I feel like I post all the time now.
I know its a personal question, but has anyone had any of this?
With my first daughter, I had post natal depression, or just plain depression, they were not sure which (very long story.)
Well, I'm not sure if I'm depressed. Every appointment they ask how I'm feeling in the head basically lol. Each time I just say yeah okay.
But I'm not really. It's been on and off since about 5 mths, and I'll be 8 months (date wise) tomorrow.
I'm more irritable than normal, my sleeping is a bit weird, and I get bouts of 2 days ata time where, the best way to describe it is I go into my own head. I will feel upset about nothing, but numb more than anything.
I've always had some anxiety issues, but now I'll keep my self up at night having proper panic attacks about random things... i.e. the weather, as in, what if something like "the day after tomorrow" happens. Pathetic isn't it?
Also, I can't be bothered to see anyone. I am okay with talking to people on the phone, but I will do anything to get out of actually seeing people?
Lastly, I hate my bf going out. Anywhere, work, coaching, exercise, anything. Like, it's not just, but I'll be bored, its more like, I don't want to see anyone, and don't even particularly have anything to say to him when I feel like this, but I just want him to be physically present?
I'm sorry this is so long. I know its prob just pregnancy hormones. It's just I'm suddenly not really feeling anything for this baby either and I'm scared I still won't when it comes out. My bf knows I had this before and theres a high chance I'll have it again, but if I do when the baby comes out, I know I'll be worse than I am now about him going anywhere, and then people would ask why he isn't... and, I don't know really.
I just feel screwed up.
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I know its a personal question, but has anyone had any of this?
With my first daughter, I had post natal depression, or just plain depression, they were not sure which (very long story.)
Well, I'm not sure if I'm depressed. Every appointment they ask how I'm feeling in the head basically lol. Each time I just say yeah okay.
But I'm not really. It's been on and off since about 5 mths, and I'll be 8 months (date wise) tomorrow.
I'm more irritable than normal, my sleeping is a bit weird, and I get bouts of 2 days ata time where, the best way to describe it is I go into my own head. I will feel upset about nothing, but numb more than anything.
I've always had some anxiety issues, but now I'll keep my self up at night having proper panic attacks about random things... i.e. the weather, as in, what if something like "the day after tomorrow" happens. Pathetic isn't it?
Also, I can't be bothered to see anyone. I am okay with talking to people on the phone, but I will do anything to get out of actually seeing people?
Lastly, I hate my bf going out. Anywhere, work, coaching, exercise, anything. Like, it's not just, but I'll be bored, its more like, I don't want to see anyone, and don't even particularly have anything to say to him when I feel like this, but I just want him to be physically present?
I'm sorry this is so long. I know its prob just pregnancy hormones. It's just I'm suddenly not really feeling anything for this baby either and I'm scared I still won't when it comes out. My bf knows I had this before and theres a high chance I'll have it again, but if I do when the baby comes out, I know I'll be worse than I am now about him going anywhere, and then people would ask why he isn't... and, I don't know really.
I just feel screwed up.
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