AMH .32 - Failed IVF - Davastated - What next?

[Queen_Shade]

Hi everyone! I've just joined this forum, to seek some support and advice.

I am 38, and it's a year and a half that we TTC. My AMH was .56 last year, we wanted to do IVF in March but with Coronavirus situation they've postponed it. I've taken multivitamins and Vitamin D3 hoping to improve my egg reserve, but unfortunately, it didn't work and now my AMH is .32

I've done an IVF yesterday. I had 4 follicles....all 4 of them were empty, so no egg.

The started talking to us about using egg donation, but even the idea of it scares me. I'm just now ready to give up the idea of having a "mini us". Me and my husband come from 2 very different countries and I couldn't wait to see how our baby would look. Can't get my head around giving this up.

Has anyone had such a low AMH and get pregnant with their own eggs?

If anyone had egg donation, can you please tell me how you dealt with it? How much does the baby take from you? How do you feel about the baby?

I am scared and hopeless. I know that I shouldn't ruin our marriage by being depressed all the time, but I've no idea how to deal with this situation.

I live away from my family, and I don't really have anyone that I can talk to about this. Can you please give me some advice?

Thank you all in advance.

 

[Princess81]

I don’t have any advice from personal experience, but whilst planning IVF we found Reprofit in Brno.
We had decided to go there for IvF and they have great success rates. Donor Eggs are complex for a lot do people to get their head around, but you need to be properly counselled about it.
All the very best x

 

[miamia]

Princess81- agreed, IVF clinics in Czech Rep and Poland are pocket-friendly and offer top-notch treatment
Queen_Shade - I am sorry to know your story. Have you considered doing mesotherapy treatment to ovaries? Myself I know a lady who was recommended by her doc undergoing IVF DE, but she got pregnant using IVF with mesotherapy.