Right this may sound really odd but i gotta ask, i have been having awful thoughts and it is really upsetting, i keep thinking that something really awful is going to happen to Glenn, when i am layed in bed at night my mind runs away with its self and i have really bad thoughts, like he is going to come to some harm or someone is going to do something to him, i cant remember having these thoughts when my others were babies (i probably did) so i was wondering if anyone else has had the same thing and what it could be, its awful and i hate it! it makes tears come to my eyes sometimes and i just have to pick him up and give him a cuddle, am i weird?
Am i weird?
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leckershell
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I think it's a mum thing to be fair. I always worry that ryan won't wake up 
so when I'm on one of those nights I go up to check on him loads, and appreciate the 3am feed because I'm like phew thank god he's still alive. It feels like maybe I'm a bit paranoid but I think every mum/parent worries about their children too. If it's not breathing during the night, it's are they home safe, have they got stung by a bee, are they taking drugs, are they getting mugged... I doubt it stops 
Oh dear what a life we have ahead of us
so when I'm on one of those nights I go up to check on him loads, and appreciate the 3am feed because I'm like phew thank god he's still alive. It feels like maybe I'm a bit paranoid but I think every mum/parent worries about their children too. If it's not breathing during the night, it's are they home safe, have they got stung by a bee, are they taking drugs, are they getting mugged... I doubt it stops Oh dear what a life we have ahead of us 
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i have those thoughts too, but i always have. (before millie it was about other people i loved). not very often, but when i do they are very morbid and horrible and i have to shake my head and slap my face to stop it!
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It s ahorrible feeling isnt it. I had these these thoughts a lot after madeline mccann went missing. They are the people most important to you.
I still have them now - and like Trixiepaws says - about other people too. As DS has grown I've gone through fear stages about cot death, childhood cancer, meningitis, run over, abducted, ..just about anything you can think of 
kalia said:I don't have a baby yet. But I bought a baby monitor with a sensor mat that flashes everytime there is movement so I can watch baby breathing from another room. It sounds pretty normal to me to worry!
Yip! Me too! I have a babysense monitor and I love it. I can watch the wee green light as I fall asleep. Mhairi is just tooooo precious and I have these thoughts alllll the time.....horrible!
