Hi ladies,
It has been almost 3 years since I lost my first baby and for the first time in over a year and a half I got upset about it today.
Was talking to OH about it and he was saying how sad it was when we were on the bus back from hospital after getting the news baby had died and he was saying lovely sweet things about how much he loves me and I just started bawling my eyes out.
I thought I had healed a lot and I have been able to think about it a little for a long time now without getting upset but today it felt like I was right back there and the pain of it was very real again.
I felt really silly for getting so upset about it after such a long time like it was yesterday again
I guess I kidded myself into thinking I was fully healed, maybe you never are?
Sorry, I don't really know the point of this post, just feeling sad and needed to vent x
It has been almost 3 years since I lost my first baby and for the first time in over a year and a half I got upset about it today.
Was talking to OH about it and he was saying how sad it was when we were on the bus back from hospital after getting the news baby had died and he was saying lovely sweet things about how much he loves me and I just started bawling my eyes out.
I thought I had healed a lot and I have been able to think about it a little for a long time now without getting upset but today it felt like I was right back there and the pain of it was very real again.
I felt really silly for getting so upset about it after such a long time like it was yesterday again
I guess I kidded myself into thinking I was fully healed, maybe you never are?
Sorry, I don't really know the point of this post, just feeling sad and needed to vent x