Well i feel like crap today.
Nick had his SA done last Wednesday ready for our appointment with the Fert Clinic.
But i feel awful as i've mentioned before i have PCO's and don't have periods.
I do have one son who is now 5yrs old, i feel mazingly lucky to have had him especially due to the circumstances.
I have been doing ovulation testers but found out that if i have PCO youget many luteal surges so what a bloody waste of time that has been, its so upsetting has i had spotting last year in November so when the hell do i ovulate....it is driving me nutz
.I had been feeling all strange, boobs where swollen and tingly and i kinda felt pregnancy symptoms so i was thinking ohhhhh maybe i was well Monday this week i started getting some brown spotting (sorry tmi)
well this morning i woke feeling so fricking rough and that feeling that something had just happened.Well i have started a full blown period which scared the sh@t out of me...obviously.......i haven't had a full period since i was 17, i'm almost 30!!
I don't know how to feel about this, i haven't got a clue how my cycles run, How am i meant to get my head around this...when should i next be bd'ing....god knows how long i'm going to be on this period it looks like it is set in for a while!!!
I have my appt on the 9th December i'm wondering if they will give me Clomid, my doctor started me on Metformin 2 months ago i was so ill them and had a reaction to the drug.
I don't want to leave it to long to get pregnant....my son Samuel is so desperate for a sibling...well little sister he has requested...it's hilarious i told him that if we finally do get pregnant it could be a boy and we can't exactly put it back...he found that rather funny!!!! Typical boy!!
Guy's i'd appreciate some feedback here my DH i don't think will understand, he has just taken Samuel to school, then called me from the beach to say he is getting in the surf whilst i'm feeling all pathetic and sorry for myself.....saying that though
i'm feeling alittle better for chatting!!!Lot's of babydust guys.
Love Romie XXX
