aww ema-lou thats soo sweet... i really hope u get ur bfp soon u will need it. my best friend had trouble conceiving and they found out it was her tubes so she went for ivf and failed they couldnt afford it again but loadsa family chipped in for last attempt and it failed. everyone was heartbroken for them anyway her hubby came home one day in a banger and he sold their car for money and bought a wee banger for one last try she was raging but deep down so pleased he was as desperate as her anyway third time lucky - twins one boy and one girl andrew and katie now 3 lol anyways during labour there was a loud pop - her tubes opened shes now back on the pill as she wants no more i know that has NO relevance to your circumstances but itll come good in the end thats my point ... i do believe in fate and destiny and i do think u deserve and will have another baby ... xxx sorry for getting soppy lol xxx