AF came today. :(

[CupcakeMummy]

My only consolation was that I was looking forward to a glass of wine tonight until my mum said "oh you shouldn't. It's a lot of calories"

And it tipped me right over the edge that I've been teetering on all day.

And now I just feel awful for getting in a bad mood with her for doing nothing wrong.

All I can do is sit and cry I'm going to be awful when we're TTC properly and I have this month on month. So glad I've got a couple of months break.

My poor mum. I didn't want to ruin her Friday night by making her feel bad. I've texted her to say sorry. Hope she sees it.

Also DH feels awful because he can't console me so now I feel bad for that too!!

 

[Applecider]

Im sorry to hear this

xx

 

[faithangle]

Oh Cupcake I hope your not feeling so bad now xx

 

[CupcakeMummy]

Thanks ladies.

I think I just needed a good cry and to feel sorry for myself.

I'm much happier now it's all out of my system.

 

[kirstymichelle]

its awful isnt it when you realise its there! dont get down though! i know i just thought when i put that< 'what you on about Kirsty, you can talk lol' I was just tryin to make you feel better . Well i hope you had that glass of wine

x x x

 

[flisstebbs]

My only consolation was that I was looking forward to a glass of wine tonight until my mum said "oh you shouldn't. It's a lot of calories"

I think i'd have blown my stack at that. There is only 180 calories in a big glass - less than a chocolate bar or a bag of skittles!!!!! As a constant battler on the weight front i know this shit!