After rediscovering this site again, thanks to momnat i think i shud post mi story about my brother,
Daniel George Clarke Minchin
3rd June 1986 - 11 July 1986
Ive also enclosed the poem i made for him too. (i made 2)
The story:
My brother is a victim of SIDS
In those days it was called cot death.
He unfortunatly passed away 11 July, at only 5 and a half weeks old.
He was laid to rest in a local church.
Then in 2000 when the organ scandel came about, my mother needed to know weather Daniel was affected or not.
Unfortunatly they took his Heart, Liver and Kidneys WITHOUT anyones permission for what they described as research.
They also said they lost his parts therfor they could not exactly be laid to rest anyway.
CHRISTMAS EVE 2006
Went out to put flowers down for wee Daniel. left dean n the boys in the car 4 a change, found myself having converstions with him.
Telling him about my family now, telling him how much i wish he was here to see them and also telling him how ashamed i am that his own mother cant even go over once a year to give him flowers !
I do hope he was listening and not just pretending to listen, lol
Life would be so much happier if he never went, and as i was leaving the church i looked up at the sky and said "why ..... Why him?"
If there is a god i want answers, i want to know women miscarry and why my brother was stolen at a tender age of 5 and a half weeks, its not fair.
I mean doesnt the bible say about sharing, why cant he share? What makes him so diferent? What gives him the right to just take lives, just because he wants them?
I bet ill live till im a bloody 100 now, just because he has to try n think of answers to my questions and his life wud b a lot easier without me at the moment. . . .
xx
The poems:
Poem 1:
Daniel its only me your older sister Sonia,
I hope u had a great xmas up there in heaven
i wish you were hear
so u could play with duncan and james ur nephews
thougt id write a poem from me to u
To my dear sweet brother
you were gone in a matter of weeks
with no reason as to why
so creully taken
why? We will never know
Where to? In sweet heaven
beeing an angel
5 and a half weeks,
yes thats all
we mourn the life that hardly lived
the brother i cant remember
the baby that touched everyones hearts
we miss you and always will
it was over soon after it began,
a life that would never mature
a life so precious
a life taken forever
a baby we all loved
a sweet goodbye we never got to say
a soul we will always miss
Its strange to think
i had a baby brother
we all didnt get the chance to get to know you
it was a tragic night
11 July 1986
so long ago now
we will never know how
all we know is
you were here, then you were you gone
so wronglly taken
your untimely death is so sad and
we will always love you forever
Daniel take care dear child, one day we will meet but for now its just not meant to be,
Love Sonia xx
P.S >> remember what i told you xmas eve 2006
if they do sell cars up there
Peugeot are best and
youll be great in a 207 or 407
remember you want sat nav so you can find me when i join you !
Poem 2:
Poem 2 for Daniel x
Still no answers
still no reasons why
still missin you
nothing will change
You are my brother
nothing will change that either
we are one
we are family
we will be united
we will be friends 4ever
I will make sure you are happy
i will make sure no one hurts you
i will try my best to protect you
as your older sister
it is my duty.
You need not worry
you need not dispare
for one day i will be there
the big sister you always wanted
the big sister you always needed
the big sister to comfort you
the big sister you long for
we will have so much to talk about
so much to see
so much to do
just me and you
Life is so creul
all the best ones get stolen
all the best get taken to heaven
all the best get saved this heart ache
all the best get to watch us all
i often ask the question
why? i never get answers
maybe i should just accept it
maybe i should just accept you were too good for this world
Maybe some day i will get the answers i long to hear
why you were taken in '86
why i miscarried in '05
why other mums loose their children
it seems just a waste of life
it seems so creul
it seems so wrong.
Daniel George Clarke Minchin
3rd June 1986 - 11 July 1986
Ive also enclosed the poem i made for him too. (i made 2)
The story:
My brother is a victim of SIDS
In those days it was called cot death.
He unfortunatly passed away 11 July, at only 5 and a half weeks old.
He was laid to rest in a local church.
Then in 2000 when the organ scandel came about, my mother needed to know weather Daniel was affected or not.
Unfortunatly they took his Heart, Liver and Kidneys WITHOUT anyones permission for what they described as research.
They also said they lost his parts therfor they could not exactly be laid to rest anyway.
CHRISTMAS EVE 2006
Went out to put flowers down for wee Daniel. left dean n the boys in the car 4 a change, found myself having converstions with him.
Telling him about my family now, telling him how much i wish he was here to see them and also telling him how ashamed i am that his own mother cant even go over once a year to give him flowers !
I do hope he was listening and not just pretending to listen, lol
Life would be so much happier if he never went, and as i was leaving the church i looked up at the sky and said "why ..... Why him?"
If there is a god i want answers, i want to know women miscarry and why my brother was stolen at a tender age of 5 and a half weeks, its not fair.
I mean doesnt the bible say about sharing, why cant he share? What makes him so diferent? What gives him the right to just take lives, just because he wants them?
I bet ill live till im a bloody 100 now, just because he has to try n think of answers to my questions and his life wud b a lot easier without me at the moment. . . .
xx
The poems:
Poem 1:
Daniel its only me your older sister Sonia,
I hope u had a great xmas up there in heaven
i wish you were hear
so u could play with duncan and james ur nephews
thougt id write a poem from me to u
To my dear sweet brother
you were gone in a matter of weeks
with no reason as to why
so creully taken
why? We will never know
Where to? In sweet heaven
beeing an angel
5 and a half weeks,
yes thats all
we mourn the life that hardly lived
the brother i cant remember
the baby that touched everyones hearts
we miss you and always will
it was over soon after it began,
a life that would never mature
a life so precious
a life taken forever
a baby we all loved
a sweet goodbye we never got to say
a soul we will always miss
Its strange to think
i had a baby brother
we all didnt get the chance to get to know you
it was a tragic night
11 July 1986
so long ago now
we will never know how
all we know is
you were here, then you were you gone
so wronglly taken
your untimely death is so sad and
we will always love you forever
Daniel take care dear child, one day we will meet but for now its just not meant to be,
Love Sonia xx
P.S >> remember what i told you xmas eve 2006
if they do sell cars up there
Peugeot are best and
youll be great in a 207 or 407
remember you want sat nav so you can find me when i join you !
Poem 2:
Poem 2 for Daniel x
Still no answers
still no reasons why
still missin you
nothing will change
You are my brother
nothing will change that either
we are one
we are family
we will be united
we will be friends 4ever
I will make sure you are happy
i will make sure no one hurts you
i will try my best to protect you
as your older sister
it is my duty.
You need not worry
you need not dispare
for one day i will be there
the big sister you always wanted
the big sister you always needed
the big sister to comfort you
the big sister you long for
we will have so much to talk about
so much to see
so much to do
just me and you
Life is so creul
all the best ones get stolen
all the best get taken to heaven
all the best get saved this heart ache
all the best get to watch us all
i often ask the question
why? i never get answers
maybe i should just accept it
maybe i should just accept you were too good for this world
Maybe some day i will get the answers i long to hear
why you were taken in '86
why i miscarried in '05
why other mums loose their children
it seems just a waste of life
it seems so creul
it seems so wrong.
Goodnight and God bless Daniel xx
