AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!

[Gaby]

Sorry *ahem* Just needed to let off some steam.

I'm getting SOOOO frustrated! cycle day 38 and NOTHING! Yeah, yeah, its prob cause i just came off the pill, but it's so frustrating not knowing if its just a long cycle or if i'm preg -_- Guess something would have shown up on a test by now tho wouldn't it And I have nothing to take my mind off it during the day cause i'm unemployed -_- Still, I'm in the process of a job application, which i'm 80% sure i'll get


MissGobby, you're in the same situation too aren't you?

 

[Fingers crossed]

You poor little love . I'd imagine it's just coming off the pill, I know how frustrating that is I'm still waiting . Good luck for your job, what is doing?

 

[Gaby]

Thanks hun ^_^ Job's a trainee tax accountant. Not sure of the pay, but it says "competitive rates" lol. They seem to really want me cause of my great maths a level Have to pass an online test, then a phone interview, then a face to face interview. Its an hours bus ride away, but well worth it for the on job training + qualifications

 

[Fingers crossed]

Cool job. I hope you get it. Let us know how you get on

 

[Gaby]

Could be a while b4 i find out if i get it or not ^_^; It seems like a fairly long process. Especially as i haven't bothered doing the online tests yet. Well, done the first set of q's, 2 more sets to go. I have til next fri to finish it tho. Prob would have finished it today, but DH didnt go to work til 2pm, then FIL came home, so i didnt have any peace and quiet Phoning up a lady tomorrow who can explain more to me about the tax side of accountancy (i'd actually applied for a trainee account technician job, but that was taken. so lucky this tax one was going! And tax is prob more interesting )

 

[Fingers crossed]

Booo tax well I hope you get it, and just think when you have a little one you can work from home, or even start your own tax accounting thingy

 

[Gaby]

Yeah Setting up a business will be so easy once i've learnt how to do accounts, lol. That's the hard part of being self employed! Plus i can help my FIL then, cause he's self employed. Then, self employed ppl dont get mortgages so easily, lol.

 

[Fingers crossed]

There's always ways around that, there's lots of places that will sell you one or get one when you're employed then you can do what you want and it wouldn't matter

 

[Gaby]

Excellent. We're hoping to move with FIL once DH and i get enough income to get a £50k-£70k mortgage. FIL should get about £80k from his share of the house we're in now. We'll need an extra room (soon hoepfully)

 

[MissGobby]

Morning Gaby - yes i am, how frustrating???? AF STILL hasnt shown up....yet!! but i keep getting those BFN's!!!

OMG

dont worry though Gaby - it will happen soon, i betcha'

to be honest, now i am just trying to forget about it, and let it run its course, if its going to happen its going to happen, worrying isnt going to make it happen faster is it?!?

good luck though chicken, will be thinking of you

 

[Gaby]

Hehe, you called me chicken ^_^ Yeah, i should just try to forget about it, but I really have nothing to take my mind off it -_- And i'm way too addicted to peeing in a cup! Swear I saw a faint pink line today. Gonna examine photos in photoshop, but i think it was so faint my camera wont do it justice I also swear my boobs hurt a little, and are maybe slightly bigger. Well, i can hope cant i? lol

Hope you dont go too insane MissGobby ^_^ I'm already insane so it doesnt matter with me, lol

 

[MissGobby]

@ Gaby

bless luv - well i hope you do get that BFP!!!!!

i have been having stomach aches agian today - not had them for a few days - but still no sign of AF and the pains are not like the usual pains i get when AF is due.

 

[Gaby]

I've been having dull achy pains, like AF pains but not like them Haha, how random.

But there's so a line! Can only see it when i move the image tho, otherwise its too faint to see. Oh, i dont know -_- But there's def summat there. Photos taken about 12-15mins after taking the test, but its pink not grey. Wont get my hopes up tho yeah right