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[claire2602]

So..... one born always make me a little upset but last night was summin else!!!! Was sat balling my eyes out.....and then last night had a wierd as dream. Was about......... i got 2bfps - one on a cheapie and one on a digi...... had a horrible pregnancy but cherished every minute of it. Again was a wank labour but the moment my baby was placed on my chest....... ohhhh myyy god! Woke up crying how fucked up is that!
I want it to be my turn!!
Xxx

 

[gemmainthesun]

aww I can never watch that programme it got me too worked up so think its only natural. Even now I have my BFP I don't think I will cos im too scared of everything going wrong. You will get there one day you have to keep faith, I was adamant it wasn't going to happen for me x

 

[her13]

Awwww you poor thing , I can't watch it as I will end up in a state. I've had dreams like that sounds like the stress of it all could be getting to you. have you got people to talk to? I have night terrors where I walk around the house looking for the baby I think I can see on the end of my bed or underneath, I get so distressed! The mind is strange xxx are you getting any help from the nhs yet?

 

[claire2602]

Awwww you poor thing , I can't watch it as I will end up in a state. I've had dreams like that sounds like the stress of it all could be getting to you. have you got people to talk to? I have night terrors where I walk around the house looking for the baby I think I can see on the end of my bed or underneath, I get so distressed! The mind is strange xxx are you getting any help from the nhs yet?

Once i hit my bmi we can be re referred. Ive got like 10lb left to go. Hopefully will be off by april. I think that dosent help either. As nothing being done....retests/hormone drugs etc it makes it worse as were not moving forward! Xxx

 

[claire2602]

Obem last night! Proper pulled at the heart strings....that woman - what she was saying about hating people - thats me!!!!
On top of that a girl who i went to school with gave birth to a still born on sunday........i look on facebook today to find pictures of this beautiful little girl - all bruised (obvs where blood is setting) broke my heart cant say i agree with posting it on fb but each to their own. I cant even imagine what they are going through ;( xxx

 

[Lucyboo]

That programme made me bawl my eyes out where I was watching on catch up the lady who's birthing partner had fertility issues.. Tugging at the heart strings big time... Xx