3 years...

[Rowesb]

since our world turned upside down, was the start of 4 very long drawn out days, and without loosing Archie I would not be currently sat with T asleep on my knee.... I hate how bittersweet life is

 

[heartbroken]

hope ur ok hun.. i know how bittersweet life is.. i lost my son david 2 years ago and am now sat feeding my 5 month old little boy.. life is cruel! thinking of u xx

 

[Mummy2Adam]

Hope your ok hun, thinking of you x x

 

[laurat]

Xxxx

 

[Rowesb]

Hope your ok hun, thinking of you x x

Thanks guys, I'm ok, got work to keep me occupied on a night and then sleeping all day for the next two... I just wish it would get easier, I hate almost thinking of T as the second best, which he isn't.... I just wish that it had never happened, but then T would have never happened.... I should be grateful that I have T..... I'm just sending myself in circles x