I don't know how much more I can take! I have had 2 x ectopics this year, I am now pregnant again, but I am bleeding I went for a scan yesterday but they couldn't even see a sac. The sonographer did say she saw an area of activity and this could mean that it is just too early, or it could mean that I am losing the baby already. she also said she can't rule out a 3rd ectopic pregnancy. I got my hcg levels measured and I have to go back tomorrow. If the levels go down then that is it, if they go up then I guess I'll go for another scan next week.
I can't relax at all, I've read loads about how bleeding can be normal, but after my previous experiences I haven't got much hope left
Also I have been doing clearblue digitals, I got 1-2 weeks a week gone Monday, 2-3 weeks on Friday and again this Monday, then I did another this afternoon and it has gone back down to 1-2 weeks so I definitely think it's the end of my third pregnancy and still no baby for me
How many times do I have to go through this?! I'm sick of seeing pregnant people all over the place and wondering what I have done to deserve all of this bad luck, I have wanted a baby my whole life and now it appears I can't have one
sorry for the whinging I'm just fed up!
xx
I can't relax at all, I've read loads about how bleeding can be normal, but after my previous experiences I haven't got much hope left
Also I have been doing clearblue digitals, I got 1-2 weeks a week gone Monday, 2-3 weeks on Friday and again this Monday, then I did another this afternoon and it has gone back down to 1-2 weeks so I definitely think it's the end of my third pregnancy and still no baby for me
How many times do I have to go through this?! I'm sick of seeing pregnant people all over the place and wondering what I have done to deserve all of this bad luck, I have wanted a baby my whole life and now it appears I can't have one
sorry for the whinging I'm just fed up!
xx