i'm 14 weeks. i never thought i'd get this far with all the problems i've had so far already. i didnt even dare to dream of it incase i tempted fate.
MIL scared the crap out of me last night though, she mentioned she's just found out the wife of a man she knew has just been for her 20 week scan and they found the baby had died 2 weeks before and she has to be induced.
every time i think things may be looking up, either something goes wrong or i hear something bad that happened to someone.
i thought once i got to 12 weeks i'd stop worrying and start to just enjoy being pregnant, but i still dont feel like i can relax. i still have a mad panic about everything at least once a week, if not more.
i'm terrified of sex as i had spotting last time due to a low lying placenta. they say sex is supposed to get better in the 2nd tri and u may enjoy it more, well how can you enjoy it at all when all ur thinking about is that u may bleed again as a result of it. o/h read in a magazine that your libido should return during 2nd tri, now he thinks i'm backwards, cuz i want to have sex even less. i feel really low and depressed about everything (i've suffered from depression a lot in the past). i'm in limbo between 12 and 20 week scans and i dont like not knowing whats going on.
i cant wait until i feel the baby moving, at least then i'll hopefully feel more reassured.
MIL scared the crap out of me last night though, she mentioned she's just found out the wife of a man she knew has just been for her 20 week scan and they found the baby had died 2 weeks before and she has to be induced.
every time i think things may be looking up, either something goes wrong or i hear something bad that happened to someone.
i thought once i got to 12 weeks i'd stop worrying and start to just enjoy being pregnant, but i still dont feel like i can relax. i still have a mad panic about everything at least once a week, if not more.
i'm terrified of sex as i had spotting last time due to a low lying placenta. they say sex is supposed to get better in the 2nd tri and u may enjoy it more, well how can you enjoy it at all when all ur thinking about is that u may bleed again as a result of it. o/h read in a magazine that your libido should return during 2nd tri, now he thinks i'm backwards, cuz i want to have sex even less. i feel really low and depressed about everything (i've suffered from depression a lot in the past). i'm in limbo between 12 and 20 week scans and i dont like not knowing whats going on.
i cant wait until i feel the baby moving, at least then i'll hopefully feel more reassured.