Flips4
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I lost my baby boy at 20+1 feeling mixed emotions today, obviously I have never forgotten but this year feels strangely poignant, maybe because I'm not far off that stage in this pregnancy? I've always felt awful that after the first year and first set of dates, EDD, Christmas etc I have kind of let the date(s) pass like normal days, with very little acknowledgement, once I'd grieved and got through the pain I DID maybe forget a little? I did have moments where I'd think he would be walking or starting school etc etc but i never let myself dwell on it...today just seems different... I feel sad...