very emotional

[hev&madi]

i was just watching a video of madi crying on the day she was born in special care and it send me into floods of tears of ages i feel silly now but i felt so sorry for her and i wish i was there for her then

i feel so luck to have a perfect lil girl

 

[Melly+2]

aww hev, youve done a great job and have a lovely lil girl

 

[cassi]

Dont worry hun i was the same when Jakob was back in hospital with tubes been stuck in his nose and iv lines put into his hands and blood sugar and blood tests every day for a week i was in tears he was screaming and i couldnt do anything about it, it was horrible, i understand exactly where you are coming from...today Jakob wouldnt go to sleep on me so i put him down and he cried and i walked out to see if he would settle and i couldnt do it i started crying ran in picked him up and cuddled him to sleep for 2 hours...

Its totally natrual to feel sad when your baby is sad its in you...

 

[Sarah&Braydon]

awww hun wen B went down to scbu it was really scary for me let alone everything that was happening with madi
like uv sed least u haveur perfect lil gal noe

 

[Melly+2]

hope when to hospital at a week old coz we though she was ill and she had to have a needle in her hand, i cried so much, i felt guilty coz it turned out she was ok but i think if i hadnt have done it summat cud have happened

 

[Alfiesmummy]

aw hev ur here for her now and thats more important, i know how your feeling hun when there is nothing you can do when Alfie was in hospital and they were sticking tubes up his nose doing sucktion and he couldnt breath etc u just feel so helpless, i didnt cry in front of him but whenever i went to get fresh air i sobbed, you think that when you have your baby you can protect them and you will die for them but when there is nothing you can do, i think its the worse pain iv ever felt,