Hi hun,
Ive only just seen this thread.
Im so sorry. Like the others said, its hard, its ridiculously hard, but it does get easier with time.
My mum died 7 and a half years ago. I think it hit me the hardest since having children knowing that they will never know her.
But, as my daughter has gotten older, 4 now, she asks about her all the time. Of course its not the same, but I really love the fact my daughter asks questions, and the other day told me nanny was sitting on the couch chatting to her.
Its not the same, but ur dad can still be a part of ur lo's life.
Time is a great healer, you have to take one day at a time.
Im sorry for ur loss hun. Im glad uv had some nice family time too. Talking about things helps xxx