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Well, I blame this on the nicotine lozenger i was sucking on just before I went to bed
I had a dream that I'd just had a baby. It was a girl but I can't remember her name etc.
I was already back at home and was giving her a bath. For some reason I had to pop out with my mum and dunno how long I was even gone for or where I went.
Next thing I know I came home and remembered to my horror that I'd left the baby in the bath on her own!!
The bath sort of morphed into my little bowl that lives in the utility room sink and the baby morphed into a tiny doll that you could fit in the palm of one hand (but in my dream she was still my baby).
Anyhoo, I ran to the bath (bowl) and grabbed the baby (doll) out of it but I could already see to look at her that she was dead. I tried to recusitate but couldn't and in my dream I was just crying and crying and could feel nothing but utter heart break.
I was looking down at my body where my tummy was still swollen from having her and just thinking "god I'll never be able to feed her again" (breastfeed) and I was howling and sobbing my heart out.
Anyway in real life I woke up with a massive gasp and the tears were running down my face! How random is that! and horrible.
Wonder if this means anything in my subconscious!
I had a dream that I'd just had a baby. It was a girl but I can't remember her name etc.
I was already back at home and was giving her a bath. For some reason I had to pop out with my mum and dunno how long I was even gone for or where I went.
Next thing I know I came home and remembered to my horror that I'd left the baby in the bath on her own!!
The bath sort of morphed into my little bowl that lives in the utility room sink and the baby morphed into a tiny doll that you could fit in the palm of one hand (but in my dream she was still my baby).
Anyhoo, I ran to the bath (bowl) and grabbed the baby (doll) out of it but I could already see to look at her that she was dead. I tried to recusitate but couldn't and in my dream I was just crying and crying and could feel nothing but utter heart break.
I was looking down at my body where my tummy was still swollen from having her and just thinking "god I'll never be able to feed her again" (breastfeed) and I was howling and sobbing my heart out.
Anyway in real life I woke up with a massive gasp and the tears were running down my face! How random is that! and horrible.
Wonder if this means anything in my subconscious!