xMillie
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Fed up of finding this so hard.. was 5 weeks ago now that I started to miscarry and when I just knew that it was all over
I felt over it for a short while because the fact I COULD get pregnant when I never thought I could was something to cling on to..
I would have been just gone 11 weeks now and 12 week scan date was for this Thursday coming
Wish I could stop holding on to these dates
My mood is so on and off. But more off. One minute I feel good and positive that we can do it and again and then I'm back to feeling like this will never happen for us because if it does I'll only just mc again
I hate leaving the house because I feel so angry and bitter towards anyone pregnant /or with babies or children and I hate feeling like that.
I don't know what I did wrong or what I'm doing wrong
and I'm so scared that if we by some flipping miracle manage it again I'll just mc
I felt over it for a short while because the fact I COULD get pregnant when I never thought I could was something to cling on to..
I would have been just gone 11 weeks now and 12 week scan date was for this Thursday coming
Wish I could stop holding on to these dates
My mood is so on and off. But more off. One minute I feel good and positive that we can do it and again and then I'm back to feeling like this will never happen for us because if it does I'll only just mc again
I hate leaving the house because I feel so angry and bitter towards anyone pregnant /or with babies or children and I hate feeling like that.
I don't know what I did wrong or what I'm doing wrong
and I'm so scared that if we by some flipping miracle manage it again I'll just mc