So Scared

[becks1981]

Morning

Just after a bit of reassurance or just someone to talk to.

I miscarried my baby at the end of January at 10 weeks. For the past week I had been feeling different and the past two days have needed to pee a lot, including waking in the middle of the night, and also had sore boobs.

Last night I did a one step dipstick test and there was a definite, but faint line. Now I really wish I hadn't have done the test as my period is not due for another four days and I am so worried this one will turn out to be a chemical.

Has anyone else felt this way after testing early? I really hope this is the start of my rainbow baby.

Thanks

 

[Melanie3103]

Sorry for your previous loss. I went through the same last June. We have now been trying for 3.5yrs. I am now 6weeks pregnant - and I am analysing EVERY symptom.

A positive is still a positive - try not to worry. A doctor told me, and I know every case is different - but I am no more likely to have another MC just because I had the one. So I am trying desperately to relax.

 

[netty]

Coping after a loss is always hard I've had several over the last 7 years but every time is different
Different egg a different sperm
It's hard to keep your chin up but just try and think of the positives as per the above post hun
Really hope this is your rainbow

 

[becks1981]

Hi ladies. Thanks for replying sorry for both your losses. Well I’m definitely pregnant and lines are now very dark. FRER the line came up instantly and before the control line. GP won’t refer me for an early scan so I’m probably going to end up paying for a private one. Is it normal to feel completely numb and not feel excited? Don’t get me wrong I am so happy but I feel like the previous miscarriage has taken the joy out of this one for me. Did u feel the same?

 

[netty]

I'm the same now. I just can't look forward to anything at the moment. And that's despite having an early scan lol. I've got another on Sunday and I'm dreading it! It's so hard when you've lost before I'm struggling myself tbh