Caitlyns Mummy x
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Do you ever feel bad? For anything?
I sometimes feel bad that Caitlyn isn't in nursery. She loves other children and we only go to places with other children 2-3 times a week. I feel bad I'm not bringing in more money for us to spend on Caitlyn, I thought my time with her was much more important but I'm starting to doubt myself. I feel bad for sometimes wishing I was at work because she does my nut in. That sounds so bad doesn't it but when she's been up all night and is screaming all day (for no reason, not that anything is wrong) I wish I had a job to escape to..... And that leads onto the last bit, I sometimes resent Rich because he gets to go to work and get a break and I'm on the job 24/7. I love my job, I do, it's the best job in the world, just sometimes I feel things would be better for everyone if I was working...... Even though I've always thought being a SAHM was the most important thing. I always had my mum around when I was little and I couldn't imagine her out working and not being there...
I've just read that back and I sound so ungreatful for being able to stay at home. That's not how it was meant to sound......
I sometimes feel bad that Caitlyn isn't in nursery. She loves other children and we only go to places with other children 2-3 times a week. I feel bad I'm not bringing in more money for us to spend on Caitlyn, I thought my time with her was much more important but I'm starting to doubt myself. I feel bad for sometimes wishing I was at work because she does my nut in. That sounds so bad doesn't it but when she's been up all night and is screaming all day (for no reason, not that anything is wrong) I wish I had a job to escape to..... And that leads onto the last bit, I sometimes resent Rich because he gets to go to work and get a break and I'm on the job 24/7. I love my job, I do, it's the best job in the world, just sometimes I feel things would be better for everyone if I was working...... Even though I've always thought being a SAHM was the most important thing. I always had my mum around when I was little and I couldn't imagine her out working and not being there...
I've just read that back and I sound so ungreatful for being able to stay at home. That's not how it was meant to sound......