Oh you give me hope in the tummy department
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I don't mind the wobbly (that's what magic underwear is for
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I'm really glad Riley's Bfing is going well but definately expressing is another option I think. Only thing is, because a bottle is much easier from them to feed you're supposed to limit giving them bottles for the first while I think. That's why Eva kept getting bottles cause my nipples were too much like hard work for her after the ease of a bottlle
Oh I really like jake... Jake William Hamill... Oh no now I'm all confused again lmao!
Ok C-section. I hated it. Most terrifying experience of my entire life!
I really don't like being out of control at all so the whole numbness from the bobbies down freaked me out and they pumped me full of more diamorphine to keep me calm. But this means that Eva's first minutes in the world are really hazy to me. All i remember is this huge big pair of eyes and getting to give her a kiss.
The actual operation wasn't bad. ALOT of shoving and tugging and prodding but nothing painful. I just hated not being able to sit up and the fact that Eva was whisked off to SCBU and her dad went with her (my orders) so I was on my own whilst they stitched me back up.
Afterwards I was pretty spaced out and just wanted to sleep. It took them 5 hours to get me round to see Eva which I hated, so my ex went and found a wheel chair, lifted me out of bed and basically kidnapped me so I could go round and see her
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The midwives were not happy but tough I wanted to see my baby lol. Also my catheter wasn't placed correctly so when I got the feeling back in my legs I was in agony from how badly I needed to pee and told the m/w if she didnt take it out and get me to the toilet I'd do it myself. I swear I peed for 10mins solid!
I didn't find healing particularly bad. Just difficult to straighten up and get out of bed because of the muscles being separated during the op. But nowhere near as bad as I'd heard.
So, yeah
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Not a great experience last time and I'm hoping and praying that this time I'll have a lovely birth story to write
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And I've got a sweep in like an hour and a half
god that was a bit of an essay
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