really unhappy :,(

[prettypenguin]

Since I got my bfp on Friday I've jot had the easiest weekend...all ive done is cry and I feel awful, now im just sat crying in bed whilst oh pretends to be asleep. I don't think i can cope with 2 children especially so close together...Charlie's been driving me up the wall, waking up loads and I have a driving lesson this morning too I did so crap last week it was stuff I already know and should be good at, and this week I'm gonna be shit yet again cause I've been up all night. It's not just that but ky aunties paid for them so I want to do really well...and she doesn't know about the baby yet, she's coming to kind Charlie tomorrow...I don't wanna tell anyone about the pregnancy, I feel stupid for.not being more careful and I feel like when I tell people they're gonna think I'm stupid too, I don't even know if I can do it and apart.from one day last week me and.oh just don't get on anymore, I don't even understand how we've made 2 babies let alone one,.I want to.strangle him all the time he does my frickin head in! Argh....just a big rant before I.try and get.about an hour n half in before I have to get up with Charlie x

 

[beckyboo1]

Oh hun I'm sorry you feel like that- saw in GR about your bfp

In sure you can do being a mummy to two babies, even if it seems that now you can't. And don't forget by the time bubs nr 2 arrives Charlie will be another 8 months older and less if a little baby

As for the driving lesson maybe try and think if it as your hour without having to deal with any of your worries. Try and focus on the positives being able to drive will bring xs

 

[prettypenguin]

Thank you, shattered this morning but will do, my instructors alright actually he can have a laugh, suppose if I do that badly he's got a set of breaks too lol x

 

[FirstBabyEek]

sorry you feeling crap, I hope the driving lesson goes well and is an opportunity to escape for an hour. Can you sit down and have a chat with your OH and really talk through how you are feeling and to tackle any issues that you might have rather than letting them fester for a few months more.

You will be amazing mummy to both your children, it probably just seems like an overwhelming amount to deal with now. Dont worry what other people think, its far more common for people to have two close together than perhaps we realise.
xx

 

[LucyB.]

Hope u start to feel better soon hun xxx