I really don't know how to start this tbh, my husband had been snapping at me a lot lately. He's also been picking at me so much like really badly, he's called me fat a few times, said I don't do anything and I'm having an easy time of it looking after the most mellow baby which honestly my son is mellow but does really have a kick off in the day time with me yet hubby doesn't see this and then I'm cleaning and stuff on top. Hubby doesn't do anything off his own back unless I ask and then moans when I do which he's said I shouldn't ask him to help me when he's been working all day. When I was working I had to do all the house work as well but I was doing 12 hours shifts where as he has a 9-5 job. The way he spoke to me today was appalling all because I accidentally got on the wrong bus and had to have him pick me up after work because I missed my last bus he ranted and kicked off saying I never think about what he's doing for me. I left my family to move to another country for him and I'm still living quiet a way from family and I don't have a lot of friends. My self esteem is so low and I'm convinced I'm huge so I exercise all day either walks with my baby or walking the dogs I'm so fed up and so deflated. Thanks ladies I needed to rant and get that all out.