Paranoia

[Naaat]

Is anyone else experiencing really bad paranoia? I seriously feel like a freaking nut sometimes lol! I've become soooo paranoid about everything!!

I had a boil on my spine and was convinced it was a tumor or something. -_- It went away with antibiotics lol.

Then I had thrush after being on antibiotics, and for weeks I was convinced I had herpes or another STI! I went to get tested and everything because I couldn't eat or sleep over it haha. Results came back negative for everything... but they did detect thrush lmao.

I woke up the other night thinking I was in labour! But all I needed was a really long pee!

Today I have a bad headache and throwing up... morning sickness and all. I was just about to go Googling but stopped myself cause I know I would probably find something else to make me worry.

I feel like I'm going insane!!! Lol I laugh at some of it now... but at the time it was just horrible. I need to chill! lol

 

[Annie050408]

I keep being paranoid if bubs doesn't wake up when I do in the morning and I end up prodding my tummy gently until she kicks me back- poor child!

Also, when I ha my bleed I convinced myself it had something to do with the smear I had done last sept that showed abnormal cells despite the fact that a colposcopy couldn't find anything developing. Prob is that I wasn't able to have my 6 month check in feb because of being preg so the next one I can't have will be end of nov. Typical that I would think it was that - which is v unlikely rather than anything to do with being preg which notoriously can lead to random bleeds!!

 

[Naaat]

Gah I do that too, but little man usually starts kicking about if I rest both my hands on my tummy lol.

Ahh I'm sorry you had to go through that. =/ What a scary situation to be in. *hugs*

 

[Annie050408]

It's cool- my last 3 smears showed abnormal cells but nothing on the CIN scale as yet and these things can take years to develop if they are going to- plus, normally they just remove the cells if needed and that sorts it out.

 

[beth1234]

Im soo paranoid too! Im paranoid il tear really badly, orrr that iv had a bladder prolapse from my last birth and il start pushin an they'll be like - ''oh wait, thats your bladder!!!'' :-/ altho im pretty sure id know if i had a prolapse haha

Also very paranoid piles will pop out!!! I dont think i have piles but, thats what the paranoia does to ya!! Haha