TORino
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I have just come back from the retail park and I am completely overwhelmed.
We have been in to mamas & papas several times browsing for things but today it was just too much.
I haven't bought as much as a baby grow for my nugget and the scale of everything we need to get and that we'll have a baby soon just hit me. I was almost floored by it infact.
I was looking at a pram and said to OH I need to get out of the shop. I suddenly imagined that in 4 months time I will be pushing a pram with my own little baby in and it has absolutely terrified me.
I think I have my head in the sand about everything. It's not a pleasant place to be either.
I feel almost paralysed by it all. It's hard to describe. The more I think about everything we need to get, the less I want to go and and buy something. It is swallowing me up!
We have been in to mamas & papas several times browsing for things but today it was just too much.
I haven't bought as much as a baby grow for my nugget and the scale of everything we need to get and that we'll have a baby soon just hit me. I was almost floored by it infact.
I was looking at a pram and said to OH I need to get out of the shop. I suddenly imagined that in 4 months time I will be pushing a pram with my own little baby in and it has absolutely terrified me.
I think I have my head in the sand about everything. It's not a pleasant place to be either.
I feel almost paralysed by it all. It's hard to describe. The more I think about everything we need to get, the less I want to go and and buy something. It is swallowing me up!