One year on....

[notty]

It's been a year since i started TTCing and it's very depressing. I feel as if i am battling depression now on top of everything else. All i want is one child... not two or three, just one. Is this too much to ask for? Sometimes i think i'll never be a mother and i envy women who already have a child.
If i wasn't tee total i'd get very drunk tonight... or maybe i'll start smoking again... anything to relieve the frustation and make me feel human again

 

[A&J]

First off have some

I have not been TTC as long as you we are now in month 10, so I can only guess how frustrated you are. I also feel so frustrated and worried that I will never become a mother but I know one day we will get our BFPs.

Sending you Babydust and more

 

[sally12]

Aww hun. Please hang in there. Ive only been TTC for 5 months but I do understand how hard it is to see children absolutely EVERYWHERE you go and to feel so envious.

I think we all have low days so you are not alone. I am sure it will happen for us all soon...and I think we will be better Mums for having been through this stage.

Just remember that we are all here for you

 

[CB23]

Notty hang in there, I know its crap but if you don't keep trying it won't happen, have faith

I hope you get your BFP very soon, seeing the people who have been here for 10/11/12 months and longer makes me just want you all to get your BFP's this month so much, special priority.

 

[*Star*]

i know i already have children, but i do understand how you feel.
with my 2nd it took me and my partner 9 months to concieve and i was sure that there was a problem, as we were ttc our first together, so in a way it isn't too different to your situation.

it is so frustrating, but remember you will get that bfp. have you been to your dr, i know they can look into things when it's been a year ttc, maybe it may be worth having a chat with him?

good luck, i'll keep my fingers crossed for you!

 

[chellieboo]

 

[sarah113]

 

[Trudyscrumptious76]

Hang in there hun. We've been TTC since nov 2006. Not sure how many months, I've stopped counting how long as it's makes me miserable. There are babies who weren't even thought of when we started TTC who are now very much here. All we can do is enjoy the up times and help each other through the downs. Would chocolate fill the alcohol/ciggy gap?

Look after yourself.

 

[Mum_2besoon]

for you and some baby dust

 

[notty]

Thank you so much for all your replies You all made me feel alot better
I had a really bad night last night, infact the last few days, since AF bit me, have been hell. It's probably a combination of lost hope and hormones bouncing. I know i will feel better once i start to ovulate again and optimism comes back. I hope we all get our BFPs soon or at least some of us... let's start clearing out of here and on to the next stage.... baby dust to you all

 

[xJodieLoux]

It took me 10 cycles to get pregnant, I was starting to give up hope, we didn't really try that month either and I got a BFP!! I couldn't believe it. It will happen hun, don't give up or let it get you down

 

[glittergirl]

Notty just wanted to send you these

I know exactly how your feeling. Me and OH have been trying since 2006 with 1 loss and it is so hard.

Our time will come i just know it will.

Here's to March being our month hun

 

[BabyBlues]

xxxx

 

[KELLYXX]

Hi, i know exaclty how you feel, i try so hard to try and forget but it is always there. I havwe been trying since May 05 - all in all 27 months of BFN's. I had a 6 mth break from July last year started TTC in Jan again, but the same feelings are back, counting down on the 2ww, wanting to test before AF even due.

I just keep thinking that it will be our turn soon, dont forget that.

 

[jenna]

sorry your feeling down, i can really understand how your feeling. Try not to get too stressed out, i know it can be a rollercoaster some times but there will be highs too! We'll get there in the end! If your worried see what your GP thinks maybe?

 

[notty]

Thanks so much for all your replies

I am having an internal ultrascan on Monday and a laparoscopy on Wednesday next week. At last some answers although i am cacking myself too
Thanks for your support girls