OMG cried last night!!

[hayes]

As the title says i cried my eyes out last night really really cried proper sobbing and cudnt breath the works poor hubby was shocked!!

All because the builders hadnt finished our shower yet!! It just tipped me over the edga and i broke down. Your prob thinking thats not unusal but for me it is. I NEVA cry and i mean NEVA esp in front of people. Even hubby.

The last time i cried was back in feb when my sis annonced she was pg but not keeping it. Other than that i have had felt emotional but dont cry. I think its more to do with af being due any day now.

Anyway bit of a pointless thread sorry just wanted to get it out.

Michelle. x

 

[nicky1987]

Oh hun we all have moments like that!! So dont feel daft about it!! Its all part of our situation! Maybe you were just overdue a good long cry xxx

 

[Ann30]

Ah hun I'm so sorry u felt that bad- its horrible at the time but it really does make u feel better after and by the sounds of it it was long overdue. I had one of those days on Monday as I came on when on Sunday I had a positive preg test (it was an Internet cheapie I really don't trust them at all now never using them again). Went to the docs yesterday and he said I got to wait for hubbys SA to come back then take it from there. Also got to see one of my close friends new babies tonight I'm looking forward to it but really don't want to get down again it's as if my heart feels constantly heavy lately I no it sounds cheesy but it's true. Anyway, just wanted to let u no ur not on ur own xxx

 

[Alwaystrying]

Oh dear, us ladies and our hormones, I cried in the middle of costa earlier this month, all because they put whipped cream on my coffee, I had been struggling to get across to the non English speaking lad I did not want it and thought he finally understood, so when it came out with cream I lost it lol

Bloody nightmare I felt like a right spoilt bitch afterwards

But have to laugh at ourselfs too, it's seeing the people around you whilst you are crying and I bet they are thinking, WTF is this all about, do I hug her run out what????

 

[LouiseB]

I don't cry much either, not about my own issues anyway, so I can understand you being shocked at bawling like that.

I just think that sometimes finding something small that makes you cry when holding onto a lot of things that you should probably have cried about already can cause it all to gush out.

I hope you feel a bit refreshed, after you get over the exhaustion

 

[Kay Kay]

Ach sorry you're feeling this way Michelle. What the other ladies have said makes a lot of sense. It's a release of everything you've been thru. Hope you're feeling better xxx

 

[Poppy1987]

Hope your abit better today x

 

[hayes]

Thanks everyone, i am still shocked that i cried but think you are all right perhaps long over due! The shower has moved along loads today and shud(fx)b finished tomoz just in time, for my cousin is cuming down for the weekend.

Hubby told me earlier tho that his friends are expecting(just bin for the 12wk scan)he looked so nervous telling me bless him. I told him i felt a bit crap by it as af is due to fly in anytime but id be ok no tears!

But really its like someone has kicked me in the stomach but im use to it i put on my happy face(as i am happy for them they are both such lovely people and they will b fab parents)but inside im screaming why not me?? Whats wrong with me??. Gunna need a drink this weekend i feel lol.

Michelle. x

 

[Kay Kay]

I feel ya hun. It's so hard. What you are feeling is normal and crying can help get it out. You will feel better once AF has been and gone. Big cuddles xxxx

 

[LouiseB]

Hiya Hayels,

I was just wondering a couple of things...

You know how they diagnosed you with a clotting issue and put you on aspirin - have they suggested Clexane for you too because i have also been given that for if i conceive.

Also, do you get loads of clots in your period? For these last couple of cycles that i've been on aspirin i'm getting some pretty shocking clots - not gigantic, but about 0.5-1cm wide and about 4cm long.

It's still within normal ranges apparently but i just wondered if it might be linked xx

 

[Vickyxx]

I cry at everything these days hun, like you I am not a big crier but since my hormones have all gone a bit loopy the smallest things set me off!!

Hope you are feeling better today xxx

 

[hayes]

Im ok today. Still very emotional tho and still have no shower so rang up them up n had a right go, thankfully my cousin likes a bath!!

Louise b think you wrote on the wrong thread hun.

Michelle. x

 

[nicky1987]

Think your emotions have caught up with me tonight

 

[hayes]

Oh no hope your ok hun.

Michelle. x