So sorry Becci to hear your sad news, thinking about you and your family at this sad time.
Thanks for the good wishes girls, everything is fine.It took the midwife what seemed like forever to find the heartbeat and even then she had to check that it wasn't mine she could hear.She felt my tummy and said baby was a good size already and that she would be expecting me to be feeling something by now.She also said it is possible that the placenta is at the front and that could be why not feeling anything and also the heartbeat sounded swooshy like she was hearing it through the placenta.She was very nice and told me if i ever need reassuring just to pop in on a Wednesday and she will have a listen! Xx