Hello everyone,
I am new to this site and considering I am no wizz with a computer I hope that this comes out ok..
My partner and I have been married since June 2006. I really wanted a baby as soon as possible but my hubby did not feel ready. This caused me a brief spell of uncontrollable anguish and crying in September when my body said 'I want a baby' and my husband said 'Not yet'- resulting in a visit to the Doctors (anyone else feeling like this- you are not mad, just hormonal!).
Fortunately, this made him realise just how much I wanted a baby and the fact that most of our friends were pregnant or had a newborn melted him.
We got pregnant 3 months later... problem was I miscarried on Christmas Eve.. worse Christmas ever!
I was unbelievably upset and became obsessed with getting pregnant again, oh and avoiding getting emotional as all our friends seemed to be either giving birth or pregnant.
I am pleased to say that I am now 13 weeks pregnant- having been unable to utter the word 'Pregnant' until I saw our little baby on the monitor. I am still a little paranoid and had a scare tonight when I fell down the stairs! I think I'm trying to be too careful or something.
Anyhow, that's me..
Fingers Crossed that my little muchkin will grow big and strong.
Bev
